Retribution

it's funny how im actually faithless, or rather "godless", but i still believe in fate and retribution.

fate brings things or people together, good and bad.

while retribution is all bad; and i always remind myself that whatever goes around comes around. but well, shit happens, sometimes i forget to remind myself and i do something real bad/evil/heartless to people. i said something really hurting to someone almost a year ago and the day that retribution comes knocking on my door has arrived.

i never realized how words can hurt someone so bad that they can actually turn so cold, even to a point that you feel like their heart just died and can't feel a thing anymore. but now, i don't blame that person for doing that to me when i said those words, because right now, i am getting a taste of my own medicine.

my heart turned cold when i heard those words and although things are getting much better now, but there is still a void that i need to fill up. a void to be filled up, so that things can go back to the way they were from before. or will things ever be the same again?

i wonder...