Life Is Never A Bed Of Roses

i've always believed that no matter how much stress is being put to your body, as long as you can have your mind over your body, you'll still be able to make it through. i've been using it all the while to get me through all my injuries, stress, problems.

i think now i have reached a limit that i can't use it anymore. because my body is starting to defy my mind no matter how hard i try to overcome the stress that's being put upon my body. i knew something is wrong when i wake up feeling all stiff and to a certain extend, sore and i needa wake up early to get my back warmed up before moving around. the 2 slipped discs are really affecting me and my game. usually i would just ignore the pain and go on but now the pain is actually bothering me.

it seriously sucks.

this is the 2nd week of lectures and im starting to dread wednesdays already. why? because every wednesday, i'd be reacquinted with my arch nemesis - mathematics.

i know some of you might think like "oh, how bad can it be?", but trust me, it's gets very bad for me. as much as i don't wanna give in to maths, i've been failing or doing badly for my maths all my life. ironically, the only time that i did well in my maths was during my 'O' levels.

as the level of maths progressed up the tertiary systems, there were slowly more alphabets than numbers in the questions and that became a real problem. now, apart from the many alphabets that's present, i needa deal with funny symbols. what on earth is maths coming to?? haha.