Torn

i knew it would hurt if things come to this, but i didn't know it would hurt this bad, although this is nothing that i made you go through.

i thought it would work out again, i had so much to talk to you about, so much to catch up on, so much things that i failed to fulfill when we were together, just because i was too busy with everything else, but you.

i guess it's really too late for me this time, i guess it's better that you decide to move on, i guess i should be happy, since i asked you to moved on because i don't want to see you feel insecure when you're with me. now that you've really done it, i don't know how i'm feeling anymore. feels like a cruel joke that someone up there is playing on me.

i really want to let it out, but something is stopping me. this is a terrible feeling. it's going to take a while for me to let go.

i know it's really too late now, but i've never thought of letting go.