Regret

sometimes i really don't know what i want and i have bad habit of not treasuring whatever i have when they're right infront of me.

whenever the going gets tough for me, the going goes looking for something else to do. call it escapism but i guess that's the (bad) way i handle my problems sometimes when i cannot find a solution.

when i know what i really want finally, it's probably too late and all that's left is regret.

not a good feeling.