Audition

i've been performed at numerous events infront of different sizes of crowds and i've never had a problem performing, at least i've never screwed up at any of my performances before.

just went for an audition at a music cafe just now and it's the first time that i actually screwed up during a performance. i guess the pressure of people scrutinizing you when you're performing is different from when people are just there to watch and enjoy themselves. i hope this will only haunt me for a few days. hopefully i'll still get through the first round of auditions since i only screwed up the last few lines. hope weiliat and cherylene meant it when they said that i did well except for the last part. *in self-comforting tone*

if i get through. i'll be ready. roar!