... is something i lack now.

and is bloody showing in my results. really need to find the motivation to make myself study hard. my poly slackness is coming back. as for discipline, it can be clearly seen hear. im still up at this time and i was like bumming around for the whole time.

what my weeks from now until exams should only have:

• ultimate
• hall commitments
• studies
• meals
• chill out on weekends
  

time to cut the rest of the extra stuff. only need to persevere for 5 weeks. i can do it. please do it. if not the sense of impending doom will arrive sooner than expected.

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it's been a very busy week (or rather, 8 days) for me, went for night cycling, had like a million band practices, band performance, training and all except studying. i feel so dead for the week. i've study NOTHING for this week, im so gonna suffer when next week comes. but well, those are next week's worries. haha.

night cycling was quite an experience but it was kinda tiring because my group was going at like a very slow pace and i swear my ass felt damn bruised at the end of the whole cycling trip. Less talk more pictures:




i got into my hall's band (TH Band) about 3 weeks back and during our first meeting, we were told that we were going to have a performance in like less than 3 weeks time, that's less than 3 weeks to familiarize with each other, pick the songs and practice.

the fact that we're hall dwellers, meant that we always end up jamming til like 2 - 3am every other day just to perfect the songs and it was helluva good time although i always felt like shit when i wake up for my morning lessons in the morning. haha. anyway, videos of the performance (takes a while to load):


dB - Chasing Cars



dB - Time is Running Out



Mark & Friends - Only When I Sleep



Mark & Friends - Don't Speak

sleeping at odd hours' bad for the body, especially when you really need sleep sometimes. im supposed to be sleeping now but i think my body clock's pretty screwed up and now i can't sleep before 3 am. but well, it could be because i took a little nap at 8pm just now.

i really should stay awake no matter what next time so that i won't suffer from this again.

haven't been doing any revising this week except for my bahasa indonesia assignment and it feels good to be doing nothing once in a while, especially after my disastrous mid-term tests but it's funny how i feel guilty that im not doing any revision or reading. guess it's time for me to start again tomorrow, just a few more weeks to go.

it's kinda scary how time flies in NUS.

i haven't been looking forward to my weekend since i started school, but it's different for this week, i was dying for my weekend to come. i think this week has been the toughest for me so far, i've clocked a record of sleeping at 5am for 3 days in a row, my all-time high when it comes to studying and i really hope i get some results. if not it'll be a bitch.

so glad that everything's over today and my week was all better when i went to watch russell peters in the evening. if you haven't seen russell peters before... WHAT ON EARTH HAVE YOU BEEN DOING WITH INTERNET.. click here for enlightenment (note: it might take a while to load, it's a 45 min clip).

anyway, back to the topic, it was quite a good stand up overall although there were some suspicions of recycled jokes, but he still cracked quite a lot of good ones to keep the crowd for over an hour. too bad my phone was low on batt, if not i could have caught some footage with it.

the haze is really building up and the PSI hit a whooping 15o (!!) when i got home just now, that's like freaking higher than the record in 1997 when it hit 130+ (according to peter). hope it'll lower soon enough so that it won't be a hazard for people to run around and stop us from playing ultimate. it's freaking sunday tmr, i need my fix of ultimate before i start studying like a whore once again when im back in hall.

this post is getting more and more disorganized as i try to add more content, think i should stop for now and get some sleep before this gets out of hand.

s l e e p . . .