Uncyclopedia

was talking to gabriel during lunch today and he directed me to a parody of Wikipedia called Uncyclopedia, it's pretty interesting, especially when you need a good laugh.

heck, even if you don't need a good laugh, you should take a look at this side. you'll be surprised at what you'll find there.

http://www.uncyclopedia.org

here are some of my personal favorites: women, god, satan, rap, slut

have fun with uncyclopedia!

lately, whenever im having time alone in quiet place, depressing thoughts start to linger within me and sometimes just overwhelms me. like now.

sometimes i just sink into this little world of mine where i feel like im all alone and i just plunge into a slight depression.

i don't know what's happening to me, but i hope i'll be able to get past this without cracking up any further.


beautiful song from Damien Rice, 9 Crimes. Simple and nice with a tinge of sadness.

Crack

sometimes even men with the strongest self-belief and tolerance crack under enough pressure over time.

this is the time for me.

i think the fact that i keep everything (expressions, feelings) to myself when i do things is an advantage and disadvantage to me.

advantage because if things go wrong, it wouldn't seem that bad, or at least it won't cause a panic when people realize that something is wrong and a solution can be sorted out better.

disadvantage because with everything bottled up, people always think that im happy "alright" even when im not and im not the kind that would show my negative feelings to others, simply because i feel that people don't need to be imposed by my sadness, angst and all that bad feelings. it becomes a time bomb and it'll just explode anytime.

im reaping the disadvantages now and although it's not the first time, i still hate this feeling.

the least you can do now is not to ask me if im okay because im not going to say anything.

i just needed an outlet.

Sad Fact of Life

a team, its identity and its culture are all constructed by people who are in the common group where they share the same interest and goals. they build their culture around their interests, goals and things that matter.

this is what a team is made up of.

but sadly, the very deconstruction of a team lies on same set of principles that constructs it.

in the end the ones that give their everything to the team suffers all the repercussions when the team falters. it gets even worse when the very people who, ironically, are part of the team construction contribute to the deconstruction and downfall.

as the captain of the team and someone who has contributed so much to the team, i am at a lost of words of how im feeling now. it's just bad.

Fellow Bloggers, Do Me A Favour

... and help me do this survey, im currently doing a research on bloggers' motivation for a New Media module that i'm taking now. i'll be forever greatful. Thanks.

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=78543401835

anyway, i've been swarmed with lots of stuff both from school and hall since CNY. hopefully i'll be back soon after next week when most of my hall stuff are completed. but for now, please do me the favour. Thanks!