if this rendition 雨天 doesn't give you goosebumps, i don't know what will.

it's damn sad yet beautiful.

... when your msn looks like this:



just relieving some unwanted stress from studying for too long.
good luck to everyone having exams!
mug hard! sleep is for the weak!

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Wynne. yes, i am an idiot.

one of the videos from TH Chillout that was held a few weeks ago. blooper at the start of the song. haha

just collected my children storybook module for one of my New Media modules and we're pretty proud of it. im so proud of it that im like showing it off right now. haha

Read the whole book here






anyone, interested in publishing our children storybook and let us earn a few quick bucks? haha

Labels: misc, school

everything that could ever gone wrong is always better when you look on the hindsight. it's a way for some people try to make themselves feel better when things go terribly wrong, some look back and think how things would have been different if they did something else, some look back, learn their mistakes and decide to never to look back again.

whichever way someone chooses to treat the hindsights of their mistakes, it's all fine, there is no right or wrong way to it. it's just the character of the person, well, you can argue that learning and not looking back is the best way but it might not go well with the person's personality.

it's been a long night for all of us, i realized that i've been trying to deny reality by trying to tell you how things would have been different if we would have done things differently. i keep looking back at the times that were good to comfort myself and tell myself if those times existed, there was always going to be a chance. but i've finally realized that i should just pick myself up and learn from my mistakes. it's funny how i can go through all of that in just one night.

but one thing's for sure, i will still always look back at the times we've had and if our paths ever, if it's even ever possible, cross again, i will take my chances and i'll not make the same mistakes again.


i still love you....

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i knew it would hurt if things come to this, but i didn't know it would hurt this bad, although this is nothing that i made you go through.

i thought it would work out again, i had so much to talk to you about, so much to catch up on, so much things that i failed to fulfill when we were together, just because i was too busy with everything else, but you.

i guess it's really too late for me this time, i guess it's better that you decide to move on, i guess i should be happy, since i asked you to moved on because i don't want to see you feel insecure when you're with me. now that you've really done it, i don't know how i'm feeling anymore. feels like a cruel joke that someone up there is playing on me.

i really want to let it out, but something is stopping me. this is a terrible feeling. it's going to take a while for me to let go.

i know it's really too late now, but i've never thought of letting go.

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sometimes i really don't know what i want and i have bad habit of not treasuring whatever i have when they're right infront of me.

whenever the going gets tough for me, the going goes looking for something else to do. call it escapism but i guess that's the (bad) way i handle my problems sometimes when i cannot find a solution.

when i know what i really want finally, it's probably too late and all that's left is regret.

not a good feeling.

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disclaimer: this post might sound disturbing to some readers and may scar your impression of me forever.

it's been a while since i've felt this way. this very high and sensational feeling, one that tingles down your spine and give you a light shiver.

the sight of it gives me a very calming feeling as well, feeling in peace as it frolics around in my sight.

i've spent many hours meddling around with it and i've finally found it....

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I'm getting a high from watching this!

Labels: liverpool

we just had our very first TH(temasek hall) Band performance - TH Chillout, today and it was a huge success considering that this is the first time in TH history that anyone actually held a concert at TH's front porch and we manage to get license to sell beer to our hall residents during the performance.

there were initial fears of having a low turnout for the performance but any nerves present were calmed when we saw the crowd arrive for the performance and we really had a lot of fun, lots of singing, forgetting of lyrics, shouting "SEX!" when douglas was singing, screw ups and all.

it's not everyday that you get to perform infront of the hall residents with a beer in your hand when you're not doing anything on stage. haha. pictures soon!

Labels: hall

i'm feeling pretty out of sorts lately, you know the feeling that you get when you sit infront of your work and you're feeling flustered but you're thinking absolutely about.. nothing..

yes, nothing and i can't really concentrate on whatever im doing. everything just seems like a drag to me. doesn't help that tim just reminded me that exams are just 19 days away. argh.

time to get out of this state and get to work.

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